SELF

We are fractals of universe pretending to be seperate entities and come to the existence as omnipotent and omniknowing concious fractals but then our pure existence is intervened in by ancestral patterns, bioprogramming, cultural adaptation etc. Also as of age ''0'' we are literally under total control of parents, who are only carriers of wrong and distorted patterns. They still love us, though.

You have to unlearn who you are in order to learn who you really are. I highly recommend you to delve into Ancient Egypt where the power of magic prevailed over analytical mind. Thoth is my favourite figure who held the keys to understand mysteries of the universe.

Ego dissolution is an indespensable beginning of this journey. So do not be afraid to not being able to recognise yourself. It is quite normal. Alice in Wonderland is an amazing book in order to understand ego dissolution in a funny way. We all go down the rabbit hole in this process but at the end of the hole is the light.

Darkness is the essence of light. Without dark, light does not exist. Dark and light exist within each other. Beauty grows from devastation. Dark night precedes sunny day. This is why suffering makes us stronger.