First and Last

Now I'm in my favourite part of town

I feel at home with a few people I've just met

I'm prolonging the road just because I want to enjoy a few more minutes

Everything has a reason

My being late is causing you to meet

A familiar face but a stranger

You walk home in stunned grief

I don't know much about you

I wish I could remember you the whole time I've known you

But I don't know you at all

The sun is starting to burn my skin and I'm so depressed

I'm laughing in a silly dialogue

However, it turns out it was your worst day

When I learn about your pain, a stake is stuck in my heart

And all my beliefs are fading in an instant

That I sang for you the song that I paired with you at the concert that day

I don't even notice

When I'm stuck among people

I don't realize that you have enslaved your own soul

I can't apologize to you

Because you do not know me at all

I don't want you to know

Because I'm always selfish

I said everything happens for a reason

I can't take your pain and make it mine

Only when I'm far from you

Looking at the sky for you and your loved ones

I wish you all the best

I know the pain is hard to forget

I know this very well

On those roads I walked as if I knew too much

I'm amazed at how fast you're taking steps

I want to try to catch up with you

When I'm behind me, I watch it pass in front of me

I understand there is something more than a problem

But with the joy of seeing you

I'm throwing your troubles aside

I said I'm getting selfish

Please forgive me

I can't speak your name

I'm not allowed to love you

I'm just sorry

I'm going back to that summer day all the damn time

I want you to be near me and hug you

I can't bear to watch your tears from afar

The sun will set in a few minutes

As that unique orange hits your face

I am mesmerized by your beauty

I take a thousand deep breaths

I'm living my sadness with you right now

Maybe you're not even alive anymore

Saying anything is possible

Even to see you

Refusing to be human

I deify you

But if you are

Wouldn't your heart be so unbreakable?

Because you are angry

My heart wouldn't hurt this much

When you internalize the pain so much

I'm drowning in myself

In my feelings, in my thoughts

A summer day passing by me

Talking about ridiculous ideologies

As I throw my feelings aside

I can never catch you

You're stuck with the crowd in front of me to that famous district

Glad I was lucky enough to see your face

Sorry, I don't understand your pain.

I can't take your pain as much as mine

'Cause when the sun's on your face and I'm loitering, you're my favorite person

And if I knew the nicest thing to say in the world, I would whisper it only in your ear